I knew I was different
Since childhood, I knew I was different.
I was always told I am dreamy.
I don’t pay attention.
I get distracted easily.
Once my mom came to pick me while I was in Sr. KG
I recall my teacher telling my mom “she always looks out of the window”.
Later my teacher gave me a sweet see ya kiss on my chick & we left for home.
There was a lawn outside my class.
I use to look out of the window watch trees, birds butterflies.
Birds singing from tree to tree.
Wind touching the tree leaves making them sing.
Was it really a distraction??
Or my home trying to get my attention??
Was it trying to tell something??
It was me & nature syncing into one another.
I knew I was connected more to nature than I was connected to this costume lifestyle.
I never felt I fit in this pattern.
I use to question my mundane routine.
Somewhere I used to feel lost in this new fashion.
Always losing myself to the sound of mother earth.
Always caught myself indulging in nature around.
Never got adjust to the new pattern made by humans.
I always knew I was different.